I come to you today, Friends, to request Prayers once again for Ethan. We have things occurring on many levels. It is hard to know where to start.
I want to start this request with a reminder- to myself. God promised my heart years ago that He has this situation. He wrote His words of Hope and Healing deep within my heart. When my Hope was once weak and my spirit broken, He told me that he had it. He made The Promise. I believed Him then. I still do. But my Spirit gets tired. Life has a way of wearing you down. The Devil sees that. He has a way of using others to chip away at you. Others who speak the word of God but do the work against His will. But God will still have His will done. I know this. But trusting that will, walking out on Faith- that is one of the scariest things. But I have no choice. I know God has Great plans for Ethan. I did not always know this. But I do now and there is no way for me to deny it. So I will push on. I will not fail Ethan and I will not stand in the way of Gods plans. But a heads up on things would be nice. Not being walked to the edge of the cliff would be nice. You know- little things. A little bit more of the calmer times. Times when I am not kept awake at night worried. Times when the tears aren’t so close to the surface. Times when life isn’t such a mine field. Please do not pray for God to make it easier. Just pray that God gives me the strength to stand up under it. Please also pray that God continues His work in Ethan. He is an AWESOME kid. I am Amazed at his Spirit. I am beyond Blessed to be his Mom. I know God promises days when this ache of this World is long gone. Until then, please remember the families walking daily through the fire. We need all the prayers we can get. Thank you for your love. It means the World.